Daughtry-Crawling Back To You

Lyrics:

Lessons learned, bridges burned to the ground,

And it's too late now to put out the fire,

Tables turned, and I'm the one who's burning now,

Well I'm doing alright,

'Til I close my eyes

And then I see your face,

And it's no surprise.

[Chorus:]

Just like that I'm crawling back to you,

Just like you said I would yeah,

I swallow my pride,

Now I'm crawling back to you,

I'm out of my head,

Can't wait any longer,

Down on my knees, I thought I was stronger,

Just like that, like you said I'd do,

I'm crawling back to you.

Time can heal, but the scars only hide the way you feel,

And it's hard to forget how I left you hanging

On by a thread, when everything is said, I will regret it, yeah,

I was doin' alright, thought I could make it,

Then I see your face and it's hard to fake it.

[Chorus:]

Just like that I'm crawling back to you,

Just like you said I would yeah,

I swallow my pride,

Now I'm crawling back to you,

I'm out of my head,

Can't wait any longer,

Down on my knees, I thought I was stronger,

Just like that, like you said I'd do,

I'm crawling back to you.

If you could find a way, to forgive everything, I know you would.

And I would take it all back, give if only I knew that I could.

Lessons learned, bridges burned to the ground.

And it's too late now, to put out the fire.

[Chorus:]

Just like that I'm crawling back to you,

Just like you said I would yeah,

I swallow my pride,

Now I'm crawling back to you,

I'm out of my head,

Can't wait any longer,

Down on my knees, I thought I was stronger,

Just like that, like you said I'd do,

I'm crawling back to you.

I'm crawling back to you [3x]

Bruno Mars-It Will Rain

Lyrics:

If you ever leave me, baby,

Leave some morphine at my door

Cause it would take a whole lot of medication

To realize what we used to have,

We don't have it anymore.

There's no religion that could save me

No matter how long my knees are on the floor, oh

So keep in mind all the sacrifices I'm making 

To keep you by my side

And keep you from walking out the door.

Cause there'll be no sunlight

if I lose you, baby

There'll be no clear skies

if I lose you, baby

Just like the clouds, 

my eyes will do the same if you walk away

Everyday, it will rain,

rain, rain

I'll never be your mother's favorite

Your daddy can't even look me in the eye

Oooh if I was in their shoes, I'd be doing the same thing

Saying there goes my little girl

walking with that troublesome guy

But they're just afraid of something they can't understand

Oooh well little darling watch me change their minds

Yeah for you I'll try, I'll try, I'll try, I'll try

I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding

If that'll make it right

Cause there'll be no sunlight

if I lose you, baby

There'll be no clear skies

if I lose you, baby

Just like the clouds, 

my eyes will do the same if you walk away

Everyday, it will rain, 

rain, rain

Ooooh Don't just say 

goodbye, don't just say, goodbye

I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding

If that'll make it right

Cause there'll be no sunlight

if I lose you, baby

There'll be no clear skies

if I lose you, baby

Just like the clouds, 

my eyes will do the same if you walk away

Everyday, it will rain, 

rain, rain, rain...

Kronologi 21 Mac-Sebelum Dan Selepas

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera. so, lepas dapat result spm semalam, aku hanya mampu tersenyum puas sebab aku buat sungguh-sungguh masa SPM walaupun aku tak lah dapat apa yang aku nak. betul jugak cakap Cikgu Nasruddin. katanya, "berusahalah sungguh-sungguh dari sekarang,nanti da dapat result, teruk macam mana pun kamu tak akan frust." terima kasih cikgu. cikgu buat saya sedar awal-awal yang kejayaan kalau tak datang sekarang, lain hari dia akan datang jugak. ok la, kronologi yang memang kurang enak didengar.

Antara kronologi sebelum dan selepas result SPM keluar:

1. 2 hari sebelum, kejadian yang buatkan aku nak tendang pintu sampai tercabut berlaku. terima kasih kerana anda telahpun rosak/meletup wahai monitor LG. anda buatkan saya bertambah pening dengan nak buat pc lagi. anda meletup, anda 'burn' duit saya.

2. Malam sebelumnya, aku macam bermain perasaan sikit. dengan si dia pun dengan tak tenangnya. malam tu aku mula berfikiran positif. walau apa pun yang berlaku, aku kena terima, kena redha. selepas sesi soal jawab yang lama. akhirnya aku boleh tidur dengan tenang. dia pun sama.

3. WCS happen. on the way nak pergi KLIA ambil ayah aku. suddenly kereta broke down betol-betol lepas masuk tol KLIA. OMG haa~ sakit otak aku. mak aku panik. aku memang jenis selambe je. open the hood and mak aih. berasap bukan main. aku tengok meter temp, lebih-lebih naiknya. sah silap aku tak tengok meter temp time mak aku bawa kereta. da ada hint kereta tu akan rosak tapi aku buat derk je. mak aku pun tak tengok pun meter temp tu. so, kereta tersadai, PLUS Ronda sampai dan ayah aku pun sampai dalam 3 minit lepas PLUS Ronda sampai. balik naik limo....wuu~

4. Di Dewan As-Syafie, sakit hati bila nama tak umum naik pentas... aku low profil tak apa. dengan bangganya aku pergi jumpa Cikgu Nasruddin lepas Wafa' dan Ayu ambil result. aku duduk je, cakap hutang dah bayar. cikgu keluarkan result je. boleh kena sakit jantung nie. haha. lepas tu aku tengok BM aku, cikgu cakap. 'ni berkat kamu mesej cikgu masa cikgu kat Mekah'. aku senyum je. terima kasih cikgu!

5. Aku menyibuk tanya semua budak laki kelas aku punya result. aku tanya Syaidi. dia berapa. sebab aku dengan dia kan 'rival' baik punya dekat maahad. so aku cakap kat dia. 'ko kena beat aku'. dan dia beat aku. terima kasih lagi sekali.

6. Mula dihujani mesej-mesej seperti 'tahniah', 'berapa A' , 'ok ke tak' dan sebagainya. tak banyak aku layan sebab aku tak banyak kredit. kesian anda-anda nie.

Itu la kronologi penting yang aku boleh listkan. apapun result aku, aku bersyukur sangat sebab aku dapat  tak teruk mana pun. tengok la nanti Computer Engineering jadi pilihan utama aku. akhir kata. gagal sekali tidak bermakna gagal selamanya. rezeki ada dimana-mana cuma bergantung kepada kita sama ada kita mahukannya ataupun tidak.

p/s: nanti aku buat lagi entry baru