What inside my heart

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Fuh, when I think back about this word. This makes me to believe that if you are alone, you'll alone forever. So, remember that God always hear our pray at day or even at night. Maybe if I always use this words as my pray, God will make it become true. Don't make somebody feel empty in his/her heart only because of you. Only because of you, other people suffer from what you've done. Sometimes I feel like I'm in this situation. Never knew right? If I missing somebody, it maybe hard for me to say "I miss you" because I'm the one who are wordless in front of someone that I really cares about. I'm not the one who know everything about women. What they likes and what they dislikes. Although I knew that are my weaknesses, people around me always says "be yourself not others". Thanks and I know that someday somehow, I'll got what I want. Even it as fast as tomorrow or as late as my age up to 25 years old. Whoever read this, thanks for reading. Thanks to the other because making me smile everyday even when I in the greatest conflict in my daily life. Thanks to You too because makes me think again that nothing impossible even without You in my daily step taken in my life. Thanks God because giving You to built me up as a person who know the responsibility to my family and to my Creator.

"The best day in my life is always be with You in hardness or easiness in my life."